It's very important to be in a relationship that both have mutual feelings for each other. It is so hard that the other is so much in love while the other one is not so in love. I think one of the reason I am still single and its been for years, like years, is because I want to make sure that I can say yes to this man anytime, anywhere he proposes to me. To this man who proposes on him girlfriend in "UCLA's Mistletoe Cam", I feel for him for the rejection he got. For me, it will not really hurt if a world did see that but what will hurt too much is a rejection of someone whom I am offering my love. That hurts the most. I don't know their relationship it greatly shows that he truly loves this girl the statement "I knew that I was going to do this since the first day that I met you, and I figured now was as good a time as any" that is just so sweet. But really its still a good thing that he knows this girl is not worth his love. I don't know the girl but maybe she's really confuse but she should just at least made a statement not just moving out of the scene. So guys make sure that you truly feels the "She's the one!" on the right girl because if you're not really sure of the girl's feelings better yet propose on a discreet way. But who knows this is her own way of saying "Officially, I am not Yours". I wish a good luck to both of them may they find their own true love, and me too!
Well, I have here a song that from my sweetest ever beloved singer, Taylor Swift, I love her truly because of her songs. Like for this one, Invisible, God! for years I think I am like that, invisible from men that I liked. Being single for 20 years seems like a joke to me, most especially when my cousin had her first boyfriend at 15. It's like are you kidding me?! I mean, I am not that noticeable. Well, I truly dedicate this song to this special man. Well, he calls me that, invisible. I like him a lot but you know being in love or liking someone that is like heaven and you are hell, I mean earth rather. It will just won't work. He's rich, intelligent, humorous, responsible, a man that every girl would like to be with and I am what, yeah, invisible. Ouch! I do love hurting myself don't I? I just can't have him. Spending an hour or two every other day is it enough time for him to notice me? Wanna know what makes it worst when you are loving someone that you know cannot love you back. *Silence* *Tears* *Regret* *Sigh*
I know that my journey doesn't ends here. But if given a chance "I just wanna show you, baby let me love you like I want too. And if you knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible."
